Things may not be the way you want them to be...

Now my pictures that I left behind, are just memories of a different life. Some that made us laugh, some that made us cry, one that made you have to say goodbye. I don´t understand, I don´t know why. Why you did this to me? Why you wanted to leave, when I need you so much? It will never be okay! It was just so wrong! You didn´t have to leave me, as thought you don´t belong. Now i feel so empty and everywhere I turn, there´s always something missing, for you I always yearn. And it hurts me very much, that you just left one day without me, left me here to cry. Why you felt things were that bad? That you just gave up everything. You always smiled, but in your eyes your sorrow showed. I wish I could take all your pain and put it in me, just so you can be happy, like you deserve to be. No, I can´t forget that evening or your face as you were leaving, but I guess that´s just the way the story goes. No, I woun´t forget tomorrow then I´ll think of all my sorrow. When I had you there, but then I let you go. Why I did so bad to you? Why can´t I get you back? Why you can´t understand that I love you? Well...there ain´t no luck in these loeded dice, but baby if you give me just one more try, we can pack up our old dreams and our old lives. We´ll find a place there the sun still shines. You see then I´ve always been a fighter but without you I give up. I know when I die, you´ll be on my mind and I love you always. If you told me to cry, I could. If you told me to die for you, I would. Take a look at my face, there´s no fear! I need somebody, not anybody. You know I need you! I can´t live if living is without you. I love you not only for what you are, but for what I am when I am with you. I will never be okay to forget you! There isn´t a day that goes by where I don´t think of you. There is one thing that will never change. I will always keep falling in love with you. I´ll give my life for you! I´ll do everything for you. I´ll trie to be the perfect girl. Why you don´t realize, whet you meant to me? My hart is screaming your name! You will forever have a place in my heart, I just hope I have a place in your heart. I´m falling too hard, too fast. I geuss I didn´t learn from my past. It happened before, maybe I´m not supposed to love anymore. It still hurts in the mornings, when you´ve visited my dreams. They seem so real sometimes, and I almost forget you´re gone. It´s funny you´re still are a part of me after being away so long. I know that I will never hold you or be your life again. But there´s still a change I might hear your voice, so I will wait till then. Wherever you go, whatever you do. I will be right here, waiting for you. Whatever it takes or my heart brakes. I will be right here waiting for you. And now it´s only fair that I should let you know, what you should know!!!

Sometimes people don´t realize what stands before them.
Only when it´s too late, they start to reget and by then it´s too late to start to cherish what they have lost.
I don´t want to think about you. Because everytime I do, it brings me so much pain. Because I know that my change has gone by...

Things may not be the way you want them to be, but you mast be strong, you´ll get through it, you´ll see! If you use to cry, that will be over, no more tears, no more sadness. You´re better than thet! If she or he didn´t love you, that´s okay! You can do better! But let you tell her or him something...that this game is over...