Finding love

Finding love is probably the most difficult thing in the world…Just imagine, you are trying to find one man in almost 6 billion people…The one who will love you and understand you the way you are, not trying to change your appearance and probably your soul. Life is getting harder and harder, you have too much staff to do, except of making personal life. You are scratching, falling, bleeding…crying of course…but there is nobody who can help, give you a hand, say that everything will be ok…It seems to you that life is ending , and the scariest part of it, is that nobody, absolutely nobody cares!!!
You are closing your eyes, picturing best moment of life, which was so short, so intense…You see you parents, your ex-boyfriend who broke up with you only because you didn’t want to hang out with his stupid friends…be “cool” as everybody says now…You are feeling embarrassed just because you are different… in a better way…May be, too romantic, too naïve…Only then you understand that life is worth of searching and finding one guy, who will be exactly like you…different… but in a better way…You open your eyes and continue scratching, falling and bleeding…but now you feel happy, and now you know , that there is a guy who is looking for you too…You see his face, his eyes and smile…Life definitely has sense…at least until you search continues…



NY
June 6, 2006